楠伲
发表于 2024-1-12 09:44:03
《老屋，梦里的故乡》
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class="empty_paragraph"> </p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pics.app.cnyw.net/forum/20240112040647front2_0_1042962_FuFhNMqLi8L15P0tyBXUa_qP3rjx.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="750" height="500" data-qf-origin="forum/20240112040647front2_0_1042962_FuFhNMqLi8L15P0tyBXUa_qP3rjx.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> </p><p> 一直向往追逐着逍遥自在，飘逸玲珑的潇洒生活。看遍人间百态，柳绿花红，纤尘紫陌。清风缓缓徐拂，与柔和的阳光一道，温柔地痒打在脸上，令人陶醉。</p><p> 曾经的沧海为水，蓦然间，那惬意阑珊的美景，瞬即间点墨成香。斑斓岁月，清澈瑞香，烟霞散落。</p><p> 滤过凡尘杂垢，花起花落，皆成曲曲折折，深深浅浅的过往残痕。滑过红尘烟波的深邃，浪卷斑驳的坎坷；趟过暗流汹涌，急流澎湃的心河。沸沸扬扬，隐逸着浩渺遥远的记忆，随即渐渐瘦成孤独静幽的凄凉。盈盈一水间，悱恻缠绵，剪一月黄昏旖旎，烟雨亭台的烂漫，轻倚迷你轩窗，嫣红浮生，若素安然。</p><p class="empty_paragraph"> </p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img 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src="https://pics.app.cnyw.net/forum/20240112042133front2_0_1042962_Fo40eIsEYE5SGaq_JfZtaKWu-T3u.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="750" height="500" data-qf-origin="forum/20240112042133front2_0_1042962_Fo40eIsEYE5SGaq_JfZtaKWu-T3u.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> </p><p> 每当萎靡不振，抑郁寡欢，烦闷急躁之时。爱恨交加，遭遇不测的挫折，心情聊赖之际。就会有种趋望和念想，意念小时候在老家的旧忆，聊起老家温馨的许多往事。驱车十几公里，急切地回到乡下那双亲不在，无以家为的老家，去呆呆看看，湿潮了眼帘，难抑的心胸就会释放平静好多。</p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pics.app.cnyw.net/forum/20240112040718front2_0_1042962_FquS6rjxebuJ8eDT09TfjFqpvS0v.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="800" height="530" data-qf-origin="forum/20240112040718front2_0_1042962_FquS6rjxebuJ8eDT09TfjFqpvS0v.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> </p><p> 父母离世许多年了，无人居住的老屋，落得灰尘满垢，凄苦寂静。如果自己去了，内心就会感到特别的依偎亲切，一种真挚感怀，洋溢弥漫心头，留恋追念爸妈在世时，不奢年华的依赖温馨，感涕爸妈眷眷养育之恩，谆谆教诲。心酸父母精打细算，蹉跎劳碌一辈子，还是紧巴巴度日维艰，过着衣衫褴褛粗茶淡饭的日子，一生勤俭节约，辛苦操劳，而无幸福安享。对我们下一代的殷殷期盼，望子成龙的夙愿，最终在弥留之际，带着难舍与不甘滞留心怀，悠悠恍惚离开了人间。</p><p> </p><p> 如今的子辈们，虽后来在党的改革开放，大政策环境下有所欣慰。但时光穿梭，星移斗转，都已鬓发苍苍，一身霜华，变成了老态龙钟。穿越奔腾不羁，风霜雪雨的年华，熬成了颤颤巍巍的花甲。蜕变成了痴缠多念的沧桑老者。感叹光阴吝啬，岁月蹂躏与人情薄凉。回到老家，希冀得到精神上安慰与洒然，重温儿时旧梦，慰籍今日惆怅。</p><p class="empty_paragraph"> </p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pics.app.cnyw.net/forum/20240112040804front2_0_1042962_Fh6gXOnh0MbPMEZJJZs-VK9VkkG6.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="1080" height="705" data-qf-origin="forum/20240112040804front2_0_1042962_Fh6gXOnh0MbPMEZJJZs-VK9VkkG6.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> </p><p> 回到老家，看看那斑驳陆离的旧墙，摇摇欲坠的屋檐。走进门内，里屋墙角那落有厚厚灰尘的柴灶，几只铁锅已锈迹斑斑，木制的锅盖早已糜烂，就止不住潸然泪下，这里曾是我们一家人填饱饥饿的神圣厨房，思绪顿觉恍惚到儿时的五十多年前。结满蜘蛛网乌黑八糟的木楼底板，依稀还有几段悬挂着的绳索，熟眼而顺手，绳头末端系有铁勾，并挂着早已结满灰垢的空竹篮。桌子、凳子、水桶、锄头等什样物件，琳琳琅琅堆积在一起。那只阔口蓄水瓷缸，空空张口；舀水木勺，厨具碟碗，静止在那里，一切都还原本模样，见证岁月沧桑，令人唏嘘转辗。</p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pics.app.cnyw.net/forum/20240112050657front2_0_1042962_Fp7lxtOkQVD0lZrHyUIWhe8JNmRx.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="1080" height="720" data-qf-origin="forum/20240112050657front2_0_1042962_Fp7lxtOkQVD0lZrHyUIWhe8JNmRx.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> </p><p> 奢望亲临胡同拐弯处，闻闻以前鸡鸭栖舍的地方，熟悉的屎粑味道，却是淡淡微香。想念着看看生产队时的牛栏，没有了影踪，却再也回不到从前，旧村改造早已变得面目全非。时代变迁，陡增感叹，时光辗转，物是人非，一切都没了从前模样。村堂弄口，菜园桑田全都淹没在历史云烟。</p><p> 村周围许多新房高楼林立，鳞次栉比，栋栋幢幢。我由于闯荡江湖，工作在外，户籍不在村里而无资格参加村改，只能留着老屋根基原样，不知政策何时能够倾斜照顾，我们这些离乡的孤魂。村里行人稀疏，碰到居多都是外来打工的居住者，幼小稚童，年青脸庞，迎面陌生生的只是笑脸相望。真正故乡而非故乡，眷眷念念，其实是回不去的童年！</p><p class="empty_paragraph"> </p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pics.app.cnyw.net/forum/20240112040818front2_0_1042962_Fr61y0s8-XzbHk7eJ45UebefQB_B.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="1080" height="675" data-qf-origin="forum/20240112040818front2_0_1042962_Fr61y0s8-XzbHk7eJ45UebefQB_B.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> </p><p> 拂过时光痕迹，碾碎天际沉梁。六十年代末，昔时农村中央同宗祠堂的马头墙上，仿佛还涂鸦着“毛主席去安源”的画影，记忆犹新。粗陋旧裂的老屋断墙残壁，依稀写有“我们一定要解放台湾！”宣传标语，影像深刻。儿童时眼中的幕幕瞳瞳，纯朴可爱的父老乡亲，村中的一容一貌，犹现眼帘。</p><p> 轰轰烈烈“农业学大寨”的生产运动，生产队长分配社员劳作的絮叨细语，依旧还在昔日的田间地头亲切回响。牵牛小孩，背箩挎筐驮青草，夕阳笑靥欢歌唱。机耕路上劳作能手，老农背犁扬鞭；推着独轮车，拉农家屎肥的幕幕场景，掠掠浮影，仿佛就在昨天。</p><p class="empty_paragraph"> </p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pics.app.cnyw.net/forum/20240112040832front2_0_1042962_FgCxS2X4AXlLG5q7kRhpJiBI0zdH.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="928" height="635" data-qf-origin="forum/20240112040832front2_0_1042962_FgCxS2X4AXlLG5q7kRhpJiBI0zdH.jpg?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> </p><p>芳春折绿摇柳絮，夏日泳河嬉捉蝉；</p><p>秋实田园拾稻穗，隆冬屋檐敲冰淌。</p><p> </p><p> 寒冬腊月夜晚，在前王江滩广袤无垠的麦苗地里，贴地匍匐，网兜夜捕大雁，而空无一获，有趣的往事，记忆至今难忘。白天空中翱翔群飞的人字雁阵，厉声鸣叫，飞跃头顶上空的景况，而今消失永远。常有邻村之间，八、九岁龆龀小孩成群结队，在田间旷野，村头小巷，沿河路边，空中投石互闹，打群架的有趣童真，而今闻所未闻。村后田畈桐溪堤岸，有一大队里的农田灌溉抽水机埠，机声隆隆。蜿蜒盘曲的渠道，水流满溢，汩汩流淌，历历在目于眼前。一切的一切，经历过往，告别了尘世的喧嚣，悄然而逝，无以留挽，唯有上了年纪越过花甲的老人，才能有这些憔憔悴悴的呕心体验。</p><p> </p><p> 猪哼牛哞，鸡鸣犬吠，婴儿哭啼，嫂娘骂笑，声声如画。新屋上梁，红白喜事，裁衣穿棕，叫卖走巷，岁月如歌。袅袅炊烟，牧童晚归，山村旧颜难觅，独留昨天记忆…</p><p class="empty_paragraph"> </p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pics.app.cnyw.net/forum/20240112040844front2_0_1042962_FhCchtuGRVniMFV_2Bcc1iiLuXnz.png?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="1080" height="822" data-qf-origin="forum/20240112040844front2_0_1042962_FhCchtuGRVniMFV_2Bcc1iiLuXnz.png?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> </p><p> 光华悠悠，柔情念浅，留不住脚步缭过的痕迹阑珊。叠堆一地静谧，曼妙妖娆往昔，稳住惊涛骇浪过后的充盈淡定。</p><p> 时光蹂躏着小径青苔，幻化成回不去的童年旧梦。任世事变迁，心诚则灵，返璞归真，心旷神怡近在咫尺。</p><p class=""> 曾有晨梦醒来，眼眶涔满滢滢泪花，在呢喃细语中回忆过往。馥郁成香的岁月里，独处着记忆的神殇，走出这零碎散落的一地心慌。</p><p class=""> 守住那颗焦躁年迈的心，时刻敲打内心深处的脆弱，跌宕中摆渡自己的灵魂。梦回自己现实生活，时光的旧梦将永远不会泯灭！</p><p class="qf_image big noneditable" contenteditable="false"><img src="https://pics.app.cnyw.net/forum/20240112040905front2_0_1042962_FkKI4nkBs_pYMQHvoEFAAdKY8yLz.png?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" alt="" width="1080" height="778" data-qf-origin="forum/20240112040905front2_0_1042962_FkKI4nkBs_pYMQHvoEFAAdKY8yLz.png?watermark/1/image/aHR0cDovL3BpY3MuYXBwLmNueXcubmV0L18yMDE5MDQyNTA5MTYwMF81Y2MxMGE1MDc5ZjY2LnBuZw==/dissolve/100/gravity/SouthEast" /></p><p> 2024、1、12。</p><p> </p><p> </p><p> </p> <!----></div>
于无声处（何）
发表于 2024-1-12 10:44:44
美文！欣赏！
清秀淡雅
发表于 2024-1-12 10:45:47
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栏杆倚遍
发表于 2024-1-12 10:46:01
老师的描写至情至理，感人至深！拜读了
清秀淡雅
发表于 2024-1-12 10:46:14
美文点赞
伊月儿
发表于 2024-1-12 10:57:20
欣赏老师佳作
庸非（陈黎明）
发表于 2024-1-12 10:58:53
是啊，日渐苍老的我们，再也回不去的童年！只能安逸当下就好！欣赏佳作点赞
成老师
发表于 2024-1-12 14:02:56
欣赏楠伲佳作
成老师
发表于 2024-1-12 14:03:17
细腻的精彩之作！
成老师
发表于 2024-1-12 14:03:43
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